Sunday, April 29, 2007
{ 7:13 PM }
Sunday...2day in our DGs we celebrated birthday for april babies. Becky, Amanda, Jasmine and Shopia r all april babies. Too bad though...only becky and Amanda came. Jas sprained her leg and Shopia doesn want to come. kinda sad for shopia as she feels empty, thinking that everything we do are nothing. I want to help her but all i think i could do was pray. I really do hope she will be alright. Jaslyn came to churh 2day but I didn get to see her. Something has happened to her...she said that she has sense some spirit in her room. Strange... She has change a lot, I hope that I can know her more...On friday is speech day. Finally perfomance, we have been practicing for quite sometime. Missing afternoon lessons and staying back at school till late evening. It was really tiring. Surprisingly I saw our speech day performance on youtube. Not bad... speech day over... everything feels sooo relaxing...On monday, becoz of the stupid speech day we have to stay back until 7 plusPM... siao! What's worse is bcoz everyone is tired and wants to go home...arguements began to arise between the juniors and my teacher. Luckily everything was alright after a few days... It really worries me when juniors go against the teachers, it makes me feel useless...F&N O level on wed. luckily I didn screw it up. ppl like Esther who didn practice at home also didn screw it up. " A good chef do not need to practice." she said.good chef? eidible is already good enough sia...hehe...Everything was well during the practical exam. I was quite nervous and I did it within the time given to cook 4 dishes on hawker center food... now I really do feel relax as F&N coursework done:)Brandon they all hor very funny leh... durng civics class, Brandon came and asked me " Do u like Li Jiang" and my answer was a straight no. here is the funny part: " Why dun you like him? He is so cute." Kuan Boon 'puke' at that time then KB added " Yew panngs is cuter loh" den again Brandon 'puke' Say really I dun like him mean I REALLY dun like him...so what the use of doing all the amazing things when there is no something between us...only a few understands it...sad...Haiz...guys...speaking about guys...nick and zener kissed during that class...GROSS!!!and shockingly esther said it was nothing... that was bcoz in redcross....mayb I shldn talk about it...Reveiwing what I had done this whole week....opps! I have been slacking sia...not bad, time to study liao... Mrs Lee said I was totally a different person when I dance and when I study...hehe...frankly speaking, I do feel different when i dance and study... When I study, I can really feel the 'heaviness' of the books but when i am in dance, I can feel the passion and determination...maybe that is why I like dance...I feel differently...Graciousstar
Be who u r and not the one u want to be
be contented with what u have
cherish them or it will only leaves u regrets...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
{ 7:53 PM }
CHINESE DANCE GET GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!I am so damn excited when I receive Ms Teo's message. I am soo happy too! Everyone was...well, hugging each other and shouting like mad, all of us are really very high...
When I woke up in the morning, first thought:"results". I am so anxious and at the same time I am confident that we can get gold with honours. So happy!
I have already practice cooking for my upcoming cooking practical exam. Time flies...exams are so close. The dishes I cook are not too bad, I hope I could score well for it.
Esther and I already agree with each other that we should not bother about about Mages anymore. She is so damn hopeless. She likes 'bug', we all know but 'bug'has girlfriend and Mages still went to hug him to sleep and whatever...Worse! she even said that she want to do 'that'with him. Since she herself already dun respect her own body, there seems to be no way to help her then. Even if can, I also dun want to bother since she got angry with me because I lecture her for being so stupid.
Graciousstar
What is love when there is no respect?
Sunday, April 08, 2007
{ 9:52 PM }
Today is a special sunday...the sunday which Jesus has resurrected.
i'm happy that there is good friday because it a holiday and also the day where Jesus died for our sins. There is only one thing that I hate about it...homework.
Went to church on Good Friday. Our youth had put up a skit. It was really nice and touching. It is about Abraham who obeyed God and going to sacrifice his one and only son but God was just testing him. Instead God sacrifice his One and Only begotton Son Jesus Christ. He was being crucified and died on the cross for all our sins. Darius did make a video based on this story, somehow I could not put it in my blog though. Hmm...next time then...
Been going to church this few days. Yesterday, which is a saturday, I went to church. Some of the youths and the BB boys from yishun sec came and played some games. It was fun but I was one of the first one got forfeited. The Kan lah, from BB, so not gentlement he suppose to be the one loh but he told the host that I also did. Haiz...I'm unlucky to meet this kind of person lah, although he is quite good looking:p
That Ginger still 'si chan lan da'. I already told him both of us are a big no no, yet he still don't care. I know that I can't stop him from liking me but if he really continues...I don think we can even be friends...He asked me today why don't I give him a chance. The huge problem here is I will definitely not happy if both of us are together...I don't him at all and I mean AT ALL. He again asked me why don't I like him. The same way I asked him why do u like me then. He replied all the nice nice stuff like I'm so nice and blah blah blah....Well there no way he can do to make me like him...he is nice but so what...do i have to like him? NO WAY!
Graciousstar
"He suffered under Pontius Pilate
was crucified, died on the cross
He decended into hell
on the third day He rose again and acended into heaven
and is sitting at the right hand of the Father
He will come again to judge the living and the dead"
Sunday, April 01, 2007
{ 4:52 PM }
I just hate it when there is so many things waiting for me to complete them. Countless of homework, more extra lessons, tuition, chinese dance... busy busy busy, that is all I can say about my week. Haiz... unable to do anything but to study and work really hard for O levels...We are graduating, that is the only happy thing.
I have been irritated by a guy in my class. He had flooded my inbox and now he likes me!? Worse! The whole class know about it. He really is quite timid, Dare to tell the whole class but do not dare to tell me. Anyway, if he tells me I will still reject him. He is not my type neither do I like him and I think that he likes me is not the really 'like'. All I did is chat with him! Just because of this then he likes me! Sounds kind of ridiculous...
Auntie Estella's boss wanted to lend us his dog [not sure why] and Fiducia and I went to take care of it. His name is called 'hiff boy'. He is really a good boy except when he does not see his owner, he will start barking like mad. This has cause us not to have a good night rest. So in the end we gave it back with his owner. I miss him:(
Went to church this morning. Fiducia is really pink today. Pink top, pink skirt, pink shoes, pink eyeshawdow, and pink necklance. We had duty today with Shaun and Timothy. Shaun is injured on the face, sports... I have not seen Sophia in church for a long time. She said that she wants to be away from the routine stuff and she felt pressured when she attend Youth service where all of us are singing and she couldn't make herself to sing as the songs seem meaningless to her. I really do hope she is okay. Now she thinks all these things we do are like a routine, that is really bad. I have seen a lot of people trying to stay away from church especially my age group. People like Michelle, Sophia, Benjamin Lim, Jaslyn... They just don't understand...
Last Sunday, My Dg group have to lead the children in sunday worship. We had a live band instead of useing CDs. Thanks to Ilona...The kids did respond a bit and sing with us useing their cute little voices. Auntie emily was happy with it as she really hopes to have a live band to lead the kids but she does not know how to play musical instrument.
Today is first of april. Counting down to SYF is 16 days, counting down to O levels still have 6 months. Time is really flying so fast. I'm now 16 soon 17, then 18, 19, 20... I'm getting old! Haha...I just want faster after O levels, FREE from school, homework, CCA, tuition...So happy!!!
In chinese saying 'xian ku hou tian' so better work hard now so that I may recieve good resuts... Yup! Jia you jia you!!!:)
Graciousstar
"Blessed be the man who does not
walk in the counse of wicked,
or stand in the wway of sinners,
or sit in the seat of mockers.
But his delight is in the law of the Lord,
and on his law he maditates day and night.
H eis like a tree planted by streams of water,
which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither.
Whatever he does prospers."
[Psalms 1:1-3]
