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Saturday, May 31, 2008 { 1:30 PM }

Group pic! (Shah not in here)

Talk about wasting food

Darius: "What happen to your leg?"
Me: "I fell down last night."
Darius: "No wonder there is Earthquake in China"
Me: "..."
My brother: " then when you fall did you spin?"
Me :"huh?"
My brother: "Cause there is typhoon too."
Me: "..."

Yesterday was sort of the last day of school. Holiday!!!!! School was quite fun yesterday, not too bad as the problem for the dayis not as difficult as what i expected. Then after school wanted to hangout for a while end up hanging out for the whole night.

Shah, Keegan, Yanjin, Fifi, Wesley and Me went out after school. We went to eat at botaak jones. I couldn't finish my food, all because of my stupid ulcers. I also couldn't finish my lunch becuase of them! I have three of them, super duper painful and it affects my appetite and speech. I can't really pronounce whopass chilli con carne fast. SIAN...

I really felt super sian after i fell down last night. I didn't even know how I fell, even Wesley thought that I was just playing a fool. All I did was jump on the grass and in the next moment, I was sitting on the floor, unable to stand up. My left ankle was super duper painful, my right knee cap was bleeding and I tore my tights. Almost couldn't walk back home:P This reminds me of that when we were walking we kept saying that whoever falls I will laugh. Now I really fell.

When I went back home, I saw Zacky died. That is even more sian. That time Fifi fell, DeeDee died. Now my turn, I fell, Zacky died. Now I am super worried about Jay boy.

Today when I woke up, I couldn't stand properly. I think my lefet ankle is really quite bad but it is not swollen. My brother say see whether tomorrow the pain is still there, otherwise I have to see doctor which is the LAST thing i would want to do. However, this is a no choice thing. There ay be some serious internal injuries. My knee cap also very painful, but I can see that it is healing. My ulcers getting worse, I can't eat. Haiz... how bad can my day be?

Graciousstar

Your worst day are never so bad

that you are beyond the reach of God' grace

And the best days are never so good that

you're beyond the need of God's grace.

Thursday, May 29, 2008 { 3:53 PM }

This is my science faci:P

Talk about girls being 'zilian' :D

Me and Shah (one of my bestest friend inW15E) :)

Yesterday module was math. Probability....super sian plus did the calculation wrongly and we even went up to present our bad mistakes.

Anyway nothing better to cheer me up by hanging out with friends before momentum starts. Yanjin, wesley, keegan, kheetheng, fifi and I went to library to slack. Actually fifi and I decided to study for enteprise but well we didn't:P The guys went to bully me. I feel even more sian. They kept taking my stuff then check out my stuff and blah blah blah. Tiring sia trying to get all my stuff back. YanJin did something really bad which is he went to hide my phone and REFUSE to return to me. I really got very worried after a while sia, even though i know that YanJin was the the one that took it. I also not really sure why my face "change colour" sia :P Anyway when I found my phone then slowly the guys went home until Wesley the only guy that stay with us. We went to play pool. I really don't believe that wesley never play before lor. He is like quite a good player.

Momentum was REALLY REALLY GREAT! I am ssooooooo suprised to see chinese dancers, indian dancers and malay dancers there. Ms Teo, Ms phua and Mdm sutinah was there too! I was super duper happy:D After the whole performance went back to YCKSS with them then went home taking bus. SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM AGAIN!

Graciousstar

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.

Saturday, May 24, 2008 { 3:58 PM }

YES! I'M IN HIPHOP IG! AFTER 2 AUDITIONS, I'M IN!

Friday, May 23, 2008 { 7:42 PM }

This dance is from the hiphop boot camp. I am the one wearing the RP t-shirt standing at the left hand side, the first one. Suprisingly i was standing in front because I was kinda of late when I join them. It just like once you learn then stand in front and dance. I screwed up a bit in the first part. All I hope now is that I can get in hiphop IG.

Our class is now planning for a bonding day before vacation starts, which is at 31st May i guess. Now I have to choreograph dance for the bonding day, and I have less then a week to do that! Thanks a lot Shaun for pulling me down.... I chose the song Show me the money, which is from step up 1. I only had choreograph the first part. I am so not sure whether is it ok for my dance team in class. Hopefully I can get everything done fast and well.

I have been slacking this few days at school. Most likely getting Bs for all my modules. Sian...Anyway I also cant really be always hyper active, I may die sooner :)

Vacation starting soon! Happy, happy, happy! Now I already started planning to go out with friends. Maybe we will be having movie marathon and shopping spree! Oh no....No money liao...haha:)

Oh ya! Wesley take care of your health hor....AND STOP CALLING ME AUNTIE OR MUM BEFORE SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS:)

Graciousstar

Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it.

Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it.

Hatred darkens life; love illumines it.

Monday, May 19, 2008 { 10:29 PM }

Happy Birthday WeiJun!!!!
I went to call him at 12am and he is super suprised. So funny to hear his suprised voice....haha

Graciousstar

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to WeiJun

Happy birthday to you~~~~~

Sunday, May 18, 2008 { 7:26 PM }

Im so happy to have two body guards wif me sia...haha

smile!

Bowling!

Macho?

Playing house of dead 4

Damn i look scary...seriously!

So is wes haha...

Wes n Me

Fifi and me

Group pic!

Friday
Went out with Naz, Josh, Wes, XiuHui, Yeemay and Fifi that day. At first I thought that it is so nice of Wes to accompany us to hang out but in the end i realise I was totally WRONG! I end up getting bullied by Josh and Wes...very badly. Sad man to get bullied by two of them at once is really can die one...seriously! When we were at the park Josh and Wes went to take my shoe and hang at somewhere I cannot reach. Sian...Anyway despite the bullying part it was really fun that day. Fifi had adventure learning so she joined us later. Naz, XiuHui and YeeMay went off after bowling. When we were at the park, we kept running lah. Tiring sia but fun!

The seniors

Saturday
I was at school the whole day for hiphop boot camp. Other than games we had hiphop lessons conducted by instrutor Jean and also B-boy by instructor Larry. The hiphop was fine, it is something that I had done before so it was quite ok. The b-boy was something I never done before and for the first lesson I learnt some break dance like 6 steps and baby freeze(which i couldn't do yet!) Then we were given a task to choreo a dance for the next day as part of the audition. The music was nice and my team took quite sometime to choreo everything bit everything went well...I was super tired when i reached home. Can practically die in an instant.

Sunday!
I woke up and realise that my neck, arms and legs are all aching! It is really very uncomfortable. I still very tired as I slept at 1plus and woke up at 7plus. I need to go church early as I am on duty which is singing. Damn...tired! When I'm free I will just go and practice the steps we had choreo and making sure I didn forget. I also realise that I had a bruise on my right hand. Must be on friday trying to catch the guys then end up hitting a bar. I left church halfway which is really really very bad and rush to RP to get back with my team. They taught me what they had choreo and then later we performed for the seniors. Our dance was quite ok but nothing beats better than a great teamwork we have. Now the only thing is to wait for the hiphop audition results which is on friday...

Graciousstar

I want to be in hiphop IG!

Thursday, May 15, 2008 { 10:59 AM }

Super sian...Gigi died yesterday sia.
I also got to know that there is one new hamster for Timmy yesterday. We named her Sandy.
So much for the old has gone and the new has come.
I dun even dare to touched her sia as part of her face 'disappeared'. Should be Jay Jay did somethignto her lah.
Haiz...Gigi our very first hamster....

Graciousstar

Gigi...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 { 6:32 PM }

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

Let's see...

I agree with the part being independent, would thrive to get a good conversation and a good listener. The rest is up to other people to decide...

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun quizzes for blog & myspace

Let's take a look at this...
I agree with changing personality, loves freedom and get rebelious when restricted. :)
The rest again is up to others to decide...haha But I'm abit confused with the part romantic on the inside not outside. Surprisingly both the results says that I'm sexy but I'm obviously not! :)

I have been doing these quizzes as I have nothing better to do at home. I got it from Wes's blog, find it quite interesting. I went to take a quiz about relationships(i guess) is that they said I would fall in love with cute guys. Hmm....I not really sure about that though, haha...interesting!

Graciousstar

I'm dying to catch my breath

Oh why don't i ever learn

I've lost all my trust though i've surely tried to

Turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?

All my agony fades away

When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down

For all i need

Make my heart a better place

Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down

You've opened the door now

Don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again

I wish I could let it go

I know that I'm only one step away

From turning around

Can you still see the heart of me?

All my agony fades away

When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down

For all i need

Make my heart a better place

Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down

What's left of me

Make my heart a better place

I've tried many times but nothing was real

Make it fade away

Don't break me down

I want to believe that this is for real

Save me from my fear

Don't tear me down

Friday, May 09, 2008 { 9:14 AM }

I have been feeling ups and down nowsadays...haiz...
Now having enteprise lesson but I don't want to listen to her because she sharing stories after stories. So boring...
Went to visit Joey on wednesday( i guess) when she just had operation. At least she is much better now and her condition is improving. Thank God.
I disappointed in mum as all she thinks is about money money money. Told my brother about it and can see that he is very sad. I hope something better will just happen to us.
Michael had not been e-mailed me nowadays. I super miss him now. Should I email him? Hopefully he is ok in cambodia. He must be busy studying....

Been chatting with him this few nights, hopefully he feels better now:)

Graciousstar

So go and think about whatever you need to think about

Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about

And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel

Monday, May 05, 2008 { 8:19 PM }

Waking up and found my phone ringing. It was time to wake up. Feeling very restless, i drag myself up and out of my bed. Today's module is basic science. I had a hard time trying to understand today's topic as there are a lot of observations needed to be made and also predictions/inferences.

Hopefully HongLing feels better now... Just remember that your friends are always there for you...

Suddenly wesley called me jie jie today. I felt weird all of a sudden...

Yesterday went to mediacorp to help out in ushering for the charity show. I'm super happy when i get to see the celebs. Tay ping hui is like soo man, felicia and fiona is super friendly, gurmit is very wild and fann wong is really very pretty! Looks like its not a very bad experience after all! Thank Shaun for the opportunity. Hopefully the school will give us high CE points. Too bad I didn get to take photos with the celebrities anyway seeing them in real life is good enough.

I get to know two people from Ngee Ann poly. They are 'Zhang' Ziyi the crazy girl and WeiJun who claims himself to be the cutest guy in the world. Whatever it is at least i get entertained by them...I enjoyed my time there but watching the charity show twice is really boring and during the commercial break was so sian.

Graciousstar

I’m a straight up kind of girl,

I am I've been telling it like it is, I am

And it’s just the kind of girl I am

Head up, hands up

Tell me You’re a handy kind of boy, you are

You’re a talented kind of boy, you are

And it’s just the kind of boy,

you are Head up, hands up

These are Headstrong Crazy days

When your mind’s made up

And the music plays

Headstrong can you feel the beat?

Melt down can you feel the heat?

Melt down Sight a crush

In a Hot, hot room

We're in a rush

Headstrong can you feel the beat?

Melt down can you feel the heat?

Gonna feel alive tonight, I am

I’m a positive kind of girl, I am

Leave my troubles behind tonight, I am

Stand up, get up

Tell me Are you going to be down with me, you are

Yeah, You’re coming along with me, you are

This is just the kind of guy you are

Stand up, get up