♥

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 { 11:29 PM }

Yesterday Math was tough! Luckily all of us are still able to come up with a presentation. We are unable to do a graph so we did table to help us answer the problem statement. Faci was quite smart as he knew we didn do the graphs, he went to draw it on the board and asked us questions based on the graph he drew. Hopwfully our answers were right >_<. So far only math I was unable to give a really good answer sia. For science, I was still able to defend whatever question that is beong shoot. Hahaha :P

Again after school went for dance. Attendance poor sia! Suppose to have full attendance today but never as this is raya week. We didn do much. Just asked for comments from Seniors and how we should improve. Ate with the hip hoppers dinner. They are so damn funny! and as usual, I get bullied...again! Later, Fel came and wanted to see our showcase. So happy! The comment she gave me was, "I like your attitude when you dance the girl dance." :P:P:P Hee! But then again, more to improve....A LOT MORE! went home late and still thinking what costume should i wear?

Woke up and went straight to bugis to meet with Carmen, Joycelyn, Wesley, YanJin and Xianwen to sing sing sing. Suprisingly, I was there damn early. It doesn't matter, one Guardian is enough for me to window shop to kill time. I want to buy some stuffs liao but think it would be better for me to wait for next months allowance. Sing sang sung. Carmen was damn high today, didn eat medicine. After singing, we went to eat donuts! So delicious but also kinda unglam when we eat it as the the cream drip here and there. Haha...Wesley dirtied his bag :P Shuan then came joined us while YanJin and XianWen went off. Ate dinner then wallked around, slacking. Super damn sian. Wesley so damn cool lah. He showed me some of the magic tricks using Action City Name Cards. I am still amazed and confused about his tricks. Nice nnice nice! I'm dreanced when I reached home...

Tomorrow no plans. Rot at home. Hopefully Dad will bring me out :P Heeee!

~~Photos will be uploaded soon...when I kop from Carmen :P~~

Graciousstar

Mixed emotions >_<

Sunday, September 28, 2008 { 10:54 PM }

Quite a long day today...as usual.

Woke up late this morning and yeap I'm on duty and I was late. After church, wanted to have dance practice with verena but in the end I went wil my brother to help dad with some stuff. However, when we were in the MRT train, he suddenly called us and said that he did not need our help. So sian. Should have went to have lunch with church buddies and had dance practice. Oh well, whatever. At least we went out dinner with dad and Nicole. She is leaving Singapore tomorrow, which is why we have this little gathering with her :)

Been feeling very tired, seems as though I didn't have a very good rest for a long time. Do not have much of a choice. Too many things to do, too many things have happened, too much for me to handle. I don't mind being busy, it the things around me that has happened. Cause me to feel kinda down and has been affecting me in everything i do. My fault. Then again, if I don't love myself, how can I love others?

Graciousstar

Living in fear...

Saturday, September 27, 2008 { 6:33 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARL BOYFRIEND!

Called her at 12am to wish her happy birthday. She is so sweet lah. "you are my one and only boyfriend", ÿou are the first person who called me" .... ok nvm... sound kinda les :P

I was having my nice beauty sleep and all of a sudden my brother came and drag me out the bed. Was kinda sleepy when I woke up but went to have breadfast with dad. After breadfast I went to church for singing practice. Went to Sim Lm with dad and brother after that. Dad bought me a web cam sia. haha...nice! Brother bought himself a small SD card with the small card reader. However, it doesn't seems to work.

Tomorrow another long day i guess. Have duty so have to wake up early, going to Uncle Ah Kang's house to help my Dad with somethings after church. Oh shit! I forgot I got interpretive dance! Ah sian! >_<

and and and....I having the cravings for fried chicken >_<

Graciousstar

I don't know how to be fine

when I'm not

Friday, September 26, 2008 { 3:29 PM }

well, today kinda busy but i super damn glad that today was not that difficult.

First break out, trying to do the ws as fast as possible. After that I went down to meet Soul Simple for meeting. Went to Koufu to meet with W15E to eat. (I only ate sandwich and I'm still hungry >_<)

Second break out. Tried to do the presentation slides quickly. After doing the skeleton of it, I went to trcc to practice dance with Soul simple. We got the mask and formation and the music. We are almost there. SOUL SIMPLE ROCKS!

Later after school need to rush to trcc again. Practice, practice, practice. Hate practicing but no choice. Jia you everybody for the preview later!

update!
Preview was ok but comparedwith the seniors, we are still way way back. Gonna work hard...Came home and start to listen to backstreetboys songs and find this song very meaningful. Kinda match what I have been feeling for te past few days. At the same time, I miss my oldself...
Its not your fault, I just need to sort myself out...

Called Pearl boyfriend to surprise her. She is officially 17! :)

Graciousstar

Been thinking a lot recently

Not sure why

I'm feeling scare right now

I hope to make things right

But I scare the worse it gets

What can I do?

Thursday, September 25, 2008 { 9:56 PM }

Now is nearly to 10pm and I am still in school. Been practicing dance since after school. Well, not a bad thing cause tomorrow we have to show it to the seniors. But the thing here is...Why is there only 3 people turn up for practice!? haiz...

Anyway something new to our choreo is there is gimmick! And I'm the "broken" doll. (I AM broken btw) It was quite fun and cute and silly! I look forward for tomorrow...

Dancing is my life...

{ 2:20 PM }

From top left: Darren, TingSheng, Me, Ida and ShiJia

Me and ShiJia

Dance dance dance...

Was suppose to go bedok to practice dance with Soul Simple but because Asraf wants to teach us the finale for the juniors showcase, we have to stay in school to practice. All I hope is that the finale would not take too long as tomorrow is our preview day and we haven really complete our dance yet. I do not have much of a c hoice so I change my singing practice to Saturday for dance. I just want everything to be done fast.

16 october will be our juniors debut showcase. Hopefully all of you can come see :)

In two weeks time, there will be another performance which is Reflections.

Graciousstar

So much to do

So little time

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 { 11:59 AM }

Feeling very heart broken right now.
For what?
I screwed up everything...as usual
Just wanna shut myself up
I'm sorry for what I have done

First time I ponned class without my dear friends.
First time I ponned because of dance.
First time I have dance for so long in my life, from 10plus am - 9plus pm
First time I'm with a group of malay chicks.
First time I want to shut myself up with the rest

Been feeling stress. Been dropping hairs.

Comments for my dance move is: aggressive
Is that good or bad?
Mimi said I should control, I have to lessen the aggressiveness abit. But then I also heard somments that says that I dance nice :)
Whatever it is, now I just want to get the choreo and the timing right.

Now thinking what should my costume be?

Graciousstar

Is only me and dance now...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 { 10:33 PM }

Blog blog blog!

Sian kinda emo sia...What worse is that is kinda easy to know whether am I sad or happy...
Ahh shoot whatever...

Today had communications, it is about emotion is our daily communications. Interesting...
Anyway apologise to my teammates if there is anything that I have offended you in. Sorry :P

Went to dance after lesson. Today's dance was not tough at all! haha... Larry is just trying to fit all our choreo together for our upcoming performances -REFLECTIONS. So Larry wanted us to show him our junior showcase choreo. This time I am definitely more confident in my dance even though it is not perfect. But hey, everything starts will the confidence you have right? The more confident you have, the better you are, but don't be over-confident.

Guess what? I am worse girl you can ever seen on earth!

Graciousstar

I seriously do hate myself right now!

Argh!.

Monday, September 22, 2008 { 12:22 PM }

At mrt station

Preparing Shaun's birthday present (scrapbook)

the girls!

W15E!

Happy Birthday Shaun!

Hoho! Today's problem not very difficult but I not quite understand the thing :P
haha this is a secret :p

ok nvm since I finished the presentation I shall blog :D

Yesterday after church we went to Shuan's birthday party at East Coast. Quite fun. Kept sitting at the seeside with HongLing and chat. It was a long day....

Keegan said that he wants to treat us dinner today. Hee! But I got dance so it kinda too bad... No choice. Friday we have to show it to the seniors and now we are still not up to standard. That is why I always say that dance is nothing but hardwork...

Graciousstar

Sing a song of Birthdays

Full of fun and cheer

And may you keep on having them

For many a happy year :)

Saturday, September 20, 2008 { 10:14 AM }

HAPPYBIRTHDAY SHAUN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEELENG!

Yesterday was quite bad...haha:P

First was the module was science ans was kind of difficult for me as I do not underststand. So I struggled quite a lot for it. Luckily Joshua came to the rescue. It was much better after that. I was banned from answering questions again... >_<

Second was Wanted to go for talk but I dun have the time. During the second break, i was still struggling through my worksheeet and trying to do the presentation (but nothing came out of my mind!) then after that have to go Shuan's class to celebrate his birthday. So many things to do >_<

Third, was after school. YeeLeng open a chalet to celebrate her birthday. What's worse is that I got DANCE! And its not just dance. After lesson we still have to practice for our junior showcase finale. The practice end around 9pm. How am I suppose to go east coast at that time >_<

Today I have to run two place...again. Luckily this time the timing didn clash. Went to city hall to meet the W15Es (XianWen, KheeTeng, YeeYong, Shuan, Carmen, Joycelyn, Chien Juen and her bf) to support Hong Ling. To my surprise, I met Elaine and Joanne there! They are working and they wear until so sexy! hahah:P

After lunch I rushed all the way to Far East to meet JunHao and Mariam to buy our costumes for the junior showcase. After a while Safiah came. We like practically travel around Singapore to find our costumes sia. We went Far East, Lucky Plaza, Pennisular plaza, Esplanade, Marina Square and Suntec City. Nice! Around 6 plus, Safiah, Mariam and me headed home. JunHao went Suntec to find Elaine and Joanne.

On the way home, Fifi called me as we were going out to eat. Nice! Need to rush to Bishan. Had a very spicy, hot and filling dinner. Headed home and had a nice warm bath. Feel much relaxed....much much more...

~~Photos will be upload next time ( stupid internet connection >_<)~~

Graciousstar

I miss you when something good happens,

because you are the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry because i

know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you most when i lay awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;

for those were some of the best times of my life.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 { 3:58 PM }

I'm in school now...again. haha! Yea Im being a bad girl for not paying attention but Fifi is worse as she ponned class without me today! >_<

Anyway, kena bullied in class sia. So sian! Everywhere I go, I kena bullied sia. Both Ting Sheng and BoonSiong disturb me saying that their sickness is cause by me. >_<>

After school W15E are going out again, i guess. Yeap, I can't go again but not because of dance this time, it was for singing practice. It true, I have this have that, don;t even have time for my friends. That is saddening. Well, i should see how things goes ba, cause I dun wanna keep myself so packed up...

Graciousstar

Am I that bulliable?

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 { 3:43 PM }

Had dance photo shoot on monday and these are the pictures! Not all of them are here coz the file is too big. Anyway I like the photos. So nice!

W45G needs to be bonded! It time... even though I don't even know what to do but I'll try :) If they don't apreciate it, then I shall go emo :P They are nice people, I know they won't do that. Right guys?

Went for dance practice after school. Didn't really feel like going but in the end I still turn up. No choice. When I think what happen on the preview for junior debut showcase to the seniors, I just keep thinking that if I don't continue to work hard, I can forget about being in the IG.

Well, again things are just getting busier each time. Tomorrow w15e are planning to go watch movie together. However, I got dance and I 'm not going for it because I have singing practice. One thing after another...one problem after another...nice!

~~Well, what can I say? This is my life. Busy life shedule may not be a bad thing after all i guess. I just dun wanna think too much...~~

Graciousstar

~~Shit! Getting emo again >_<~~

Haiz...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 { 2:48 PM }

Currently listening to other teams presenting. Today's module is communication which is "stop reacting and start responding". Not very easy nor difficultt topic though...

Yesterday had dance...again. But one thing different is that we had photoshoot for our upcoming junior showcase. It was fun, all sorts of photos and all sorts of poses. Shall post some photos next time. :P

I feel so embarrased today! All because of that stupid YeeYong's fault! All I did was went into his class until I realised that his faci was still in class. I immediately ran out and started screaming. All his classmates were laughing at me lor! SIAN! Moreover, we went for 1st break and more embarrased stuff was made. Damn! >_<

Sian...this few days W15E has been hanging out. I couldn't go because of the dance. Nice! W15E is loved!

Back from dance. Today was quite ok. Suddenly feel kinda pathetic, up till so long I only know how to do baby freeze. Not only that, even my baby freeze was not that good either. Today's choreo was not diffcult. The only difficult part is when you are doing something then switch to baby freeze in an instant. I couldn't do it...nice! Other than in born talent, dance is nothing but hardwork.

Graciousstar

When you're around I don't know what to do

When I want to walk to talk to you

I don't know what I should say

Why do I miss you so much?

I wanna stop this hurt inside

give us one more try

Sunday, September 14, 2008 { 9:42 PM }

Let's see... Went to church this morning, no duty. DG today just went through the book of deuteronomy chapter 4. Talking about obedience. Sermon is talking about forgiveness.

Sian...wanted to have lunch with the girls but then I need to go to school for dance >_< Went to school and we started discussing about our dance, music, crew name (Soul Simple), costumes and tomorrow's photoshoot. Taught Mariam and Safiah, our 2 new members our choreo, seems that there is too much to learn. Mimi told me that she will be strict with us because we need to buck up...A LOT. Well, i just want things to faster finish and get over with it.

JiaYou!

Graciousstar

Many things has change

So are you

So am I...

You're still a part of everything I do

You're in my heart just like a tattoo

Saturday, September 13, 2008 { 4:48 PM }

Been rotting at home. Checking my phone and being online, and turns out that the people I do not want to contact me, contact and the people that I want them to contact me, didn't. Was sorting out my photos just now. Erm...Shall not elaborate ba. emo-ing >_<

Yesterday's dance was alright until when we have a short performance to show the seniors our showcase. Half of my team did not turn out and ends up only three people dancing and believe me, it was horrible. I remember the choreos but I guess the nervousness has got into me which cause my mind to be blank. Luckily I didn't blank out and just dance but the confidence level was not there. After hearing the seniors comments about our showcase, I think I gonna practice, practice and practice. Seems like quite a number of performance are coming up, and I'm not sure can I handle it. Previously in chinese dance we only learn one or two dances then we performed those dances we learnt. Now, we have to learn all the different dances for different performances. Imagine how much we need to remember! JIAYOU!

Graciousstar

Come back to me...

Friday, September 12, 2008 { 2:40 PM }

Been getting along well with my current classmates. They are such a doll! We also starts to disturb our facis this few days. Trying to make our class more enjoyable...haha:P

Yesterday went to for dance meeting for a short while. One of the juniors team was separated because of some issues so now my team has 2 new members. Good and bad lah but well, we are an ig that dance together,stays together :)

Went to singing after that. Fifi shoes spoil like nobody's business sia. nice! Went mac to eat then do rj then went home watch project runway then...I went to my lala land. I had a short dream though, and in the dream it is something that I want it to happen. Now I was thinking to myself. Is dream opposite from reality? Or is the same? I hope it will happen though...

Seriously been busy with dance sia. Sian, today W15E all going to suntec. I CAN'T GO! GOT DANCE! AHHH! nvm :'( Shall dance my ass off then...

Graciousstar

I want to walk like before

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 { 1:06 PM }

Waa...seriously I can start dying already.

Yesterday I didn't go for Hiphop cause I need to attend my great grandma's funeral. As my great grandma's religion is not the same as mine, it kindas disturbs me when I have follow thier pracitices like bow to her and other gods and also walking round and round plus burning of all the incense paper, house, car...Need to confess more on sunday leh -_-

Today's cognitive is difficult!
“humans appreciate the beauty of sameness”.
Gather evidence to evaluate this claim!
Nice! -_-

Later got dance practice and I seriously dun feel like going. Plus they told me SO last mintue. I'm not wearing a proper outfit for dance sia. Damn...

Graciousstar

You wanna know why I look sad and lonely.

You wanna know why I can barely talk,

wellIt's not your fault so let me say I'm sorry,

For makin you the reason for my fall.

I wish that I could be like I was before.

I was ridin high but now I'm feelin so low.

I wish that you could make my world feel better,

And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone

Tuesday, September 09, 2008 { 9:30 AM }

Feeling damn tired, both mentally and physically. Feel like having a really good rest but then...
Went to e4 to practice dance. Wanted to go off around 7.30pm and ended up I left school around 9plus close to 10pm. What adds on to the tiring day was the heavy rain and I didn bring umbrella...Well, one thing that cheers me up is that I got an A for science! haha...

Looking out of the mrt window and I suddenly noticed some places that we have been together. We would walk from woodlands to admiralty to sembawang. I miss the time we have together. haiz...

Graciousstar

The past will always remain as memories

but it will always remain in my heart

I miss all the time we have...

Sunday, September 07, 2008 { 5:16 PM }

"kopped"from Ilona :P
101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here’s a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z…
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20> 21 22 23 24 25 26.
If:
H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K *
8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%
And:
K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E *
11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But:
A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E *
1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D *
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It’s the Love of God that will put you over the top

Graciousstar

And God is love :)

Saturday, September 06, 2008 { 4:46 PM }

Yesterday was yet another long day. Module was science and my faci ia a male again. This time my team consist of Audre, Deavi, Sonia(separated from another team), Shijia & BonnSiong(same team again). Keegan and YeeYong came over to my class during the first break and we chatted for a while. They were bored so Audre came to entertain them. He was so excited that he sang and danced for the class. Too bad I didn't take a video. I didn't understand the topic at first, one of the reason is I didn do the ws. So in the end doing the presentation was tough one plus we are only limited to 5 slides. Well, in order to do the presentation, I did the ws during second break asap. Then I just do the slides with nice designs, off I went to meet my friends(w15e mates) for lunch. During presenting the Faci was like giving us a hard time by asking us a lot of questions. He kind of reminds me of my previous science faci where all of us thought that she gave us a hard time for the first lesson but who knows? She was a great faci :) I was this close to be able to answer his questions. Well, guess I have to work harder next time.

Went to meet Shah to return her the shirt she left behind at chalet. Then we started chatting about our new classmates and also our facis. She is lucky that she ended up in a good class. Well, my class is not that bad either. Just that everyone is still so quiet. Chatted with Ida and both of us decided that Tarshah, ShiJia, her and I shall lighten the class mood. We shall be W45G mascot... LOL.

After that I went for dance and guess what? Gin not coming again. At least we still have something to do which is to practice for our upcoming showcase. This time my team had some formation and we also learnt a new choreo. Hopefully we are able to get everything done asap. And the best thing is...I didn't do anything. That's saddening...Anyway I went to do Rj in dance studio and started chatting with Wes and BoonSiong. To my surpriseed, I had msn-ed 2 stgabs. Small world...We practice until 9pm and it time to go home. Reached home around 10.30pm. Bathed, dinner-ed and slept.

Today is so boring! Practically nothing to do! I washed the hammys cage and wanted to separate the babies from the mom but the babies are sleeping and the mom is like trying to escape. haiz...Shall separate them later. :) cs-ed and one of my best scores in history...53 kills and 3 dies. Not bad...

Sian...just recieved a call from mummy...great-grandma had just passed away :(

Felt weird today. no sms-es no nothing. guessed you have forgotten....everything...

Graciousstar

Rotting

and...

I need a new phone soon :P

Thursday, September 04, 2008 { 3:28 PM }

Currently in school now. Now only the 3rd team presenting. Feel like sleeping liao =.=
Today is enteprise module and the topic is passing the baton. Quite interesting and finally no more Della :P Well, my new faci is not that bad but he really talks a lot and i mean A LOT. haha... Same team with ShiJia, Ida, Tasha and BoonSiong. Nice and fun team. During 1st break we (Ida, ShiJia, Tasha n me) started singing "when I grow up" song. Seems like we are the only one being noisy in class :p Quite fun though.

Sian, my team last one to present....bye

This is getting from bad to worse. Emo-ing again? Yea. Let's just say I would like to turn back time. Let's just say I want things to be back as it is before. Let's just say I had screwed up my life with my own sweet hands. I can't believe I'm having this feelings and thoughts that keep on bothering or should I say haunting me. Haiz...all I can do now is hope I guess. What can i say/do? I thought life is gonna be better but in an blink of an eye, you have just realise that you lost everything. How great is that? Haiz...

Graciousstar

Can't stop thinking...

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 { 9:29 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE YONG!

First day of school in W45G. My team was Ida, Yong Sheng and ShiMin. Still have one more member but he did not come school today. Get along with them, just that all of us were too quiet, only a few were open. Cognitive faci, Esmond is quite a good faci just a bit strict and the way he teach is abit different. Just need to get used to it. I was super thrilled when I see XianWen, YeeYong, Keeggan and KheeTeng came to my class to look for me. Haha... Nurmani and ShiJia was also same class as me too! Went hanging out with Wes, Keegan, Shah and Fifi. All of us were chatting about our new classmates and facis. Glad to know that they are all doing well. :)

Seriously things just kinda sux when you realised something, but it was all too late. Its all over! There is no way you can turn back time. There is no way you can restart things. There is no way you can get a secind chance. ABSOLUTE NO WAY! If I had know that you guys had a bad arguement. If I had understand you better. Yeap I still want you to give me a chance, you don't. You have become another person that I do not know. I'm scared and sad. Are you heartless?

Graciousstar

Bleeding love...

Monday, September 01, 2008 { 9:01 PM }

Well, there goes my first chapter of life in poly. Started so well yet ended so bad.

Things comes and goes. Guess there is nothing I could do...it still hurts

I think I'm ready to start my next chapter. W45G.

That doesn't mean that I will forget W15E. You will always and forever remain in my heart :)

Graciousstar

我想我还不够成熟

还达不到你要求

我真没有想太多

只怀念你走以后

离开难道真解脱

难道真要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

真不难过笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天我们有缘再见

你会不会想起说过永远

{ 12:17 AM }

Today seems to be a LONG day. Didn't get a really good night rest last night plus have to wake up early this morning cause I'm on duty. Went to church to practice before the (combined) service starts. Then went for breadfast with BenKok cause Terence need to go Northpoint to buy gifts and Joshua had to work. Didn't attend DG today due to the time constraint. I wonder what they did today. Was preparing for service after breadfast. Chloe and Antony started coming to "attract our attention". They are just kids, they just like to stick to you. They are very adorable though they may be quite naughty. Had a shot debrief with Pam, Abby and Fifi about yesterday's programme. Then headed for lunch with Ver, Pam and Fifi. Went back to music room after that cause we got a dance to chreo. Guess what? We actually could come up with a chreo which is about half of the song with a day! That's nice! Anyway was slacking around until it's time for us to go and meet Wes and Celina. Was glad to see them. Had dinner with them then we went to starbucks to sit sit and chat chat. Celina gave me a very cute keychain and a "love letter". SWEET! Thanks!

Haiz...what can I say? Trying to talk but it hurts everytime I try to open my mouth. Find it difficult to smile or laugh too. So unlike me. Didn't want this to happen. Not sure what can I do other than just hoping to be back in your embrace. I couldn't get over it, guess need time to heal. But i want things to be back as it was before, seems impossible. Well, whatever it is, I will stay by your side forever. Just need time to recover, recover to my old self back. Even though I want to be more than just be by your side. Guess this will never happen. :'(

Graciousstar

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart

I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had