Tuesday, October 26, 2010
{ 9:57 PM }

Wanna run away...
to somewhere where i can find peace....
Thursday, October 21, 2010
{ 9:54 PM }

After the competition, i find it difficult to dance. I can't seem to feel the music, at the same time, i became very conscious about my surroundings. I was afraid. Finally I get to clarify my doubts today after a dance class. I have good energy and I was daring. It is because that I'm daring, that she was able to comment on my dance, because she was able to see more of me.
Control was something that I was weak at and it is something that I have to work hard on. Next was to be able to listen and feel the music, dance with the music. Lastly, my lines are not clear enough, need to work back to my basics again. Even though basics are the most boring thing, but it is very important in dance, thus, I shall work hard on basics too.
Now I know what to do, it feels so much better...
Ask, and you shall receive
Monday, October 18, 2010
{ 9:42 PM }
First time joining a 1v1 competition, well, it is my first competition overall. Always wanted to join competitions with a crew but.... Well, my first attempt definitely was not something that I expect. I lost in the first audition round. Just went up to danced once and that it. Sad, definitely, who would not be. Come to think of it, I have danced 6 years of my my life, and I still can't achieve anything at all! How pathetic am I right? Well, instead of just sitting here and cry, of course I have to do something. For my dreams, my passion and definitely for those who supports me, I will not give up. Gonna dance three times this week, one for O school, one for natasha studio and one for freestyling. Hope to do this consistently and could do better next time, for I never ever want to waste another time, losing....
Don't give up
{ 9:31 PM }

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO GRACE! Since Alexis has to go off to China on her birthday, we had a earlier celebration for her. We had fun, even though was just a dinner. "Simplicity is beauty", sometimes just spending time with friends even if it is just a dinner or just to head to a cafe and chat is also nice.
Now trying to find a job. Got three in mind already. One is Ben and Jerry where it is flexible hours and the pay is $5/hr. It will increase by $0.50 for every 300 hours. Next is retail shop, $6/hr but have to work on weekends. Lastly is tuition. I don't really like tuition in the first place, but I really do need a job so I should not be too picky.
Need money for...
dance scholarship
Singing course
Driving lessons
University
haiz...
Monday, October 04, 2010
{ 4:57 PM }
