Thursday, March 10, 2011
{ 2:26 AM }
Sometimes i just really wonder....Am I good enough?
I seriously don't think that I am not good enough;
I'm not a good dancer
I'm not a good leader
I'm not a good child for my parents
Neither am I a good Christian.
I know that all of us are just 'not good enough' for something, that is just because we are never perfect. At the same time, did we ever stop and think about all these 'not good enough' things? I realized that all my 'not good enough' just shows how much i depend on myself for things to turn out good, to turn out to be the things we expect them to be but that will never happen because we can't really do that in our own strength.
Do you get what i mean? Even though we always say we are Christians, but when have we really trust God in everything that we do? We just keep thinking that we can't do it because we trust in our own strength rather than God's. Only God could be that perfect, and only by trusting in His goodness will allow us to be something more than what we think we should be.
God wants us to trust in him so that we may enjoy the goodness that he can give us, the joy, the love and the peace. Of course, it is easier said then done, just pray for holy spirit to guide us. If we have the heart to change, God will change it for us... :)
Sometimes i just really wonder....Am I good enough?