Jonah's story makes me feel that I'm in a similar situation as him. Well, I'm not literally running away for God, but I did disobeyed Him when I know clearly that what i did was not right. Now not only am i in a mess, i have drag other people down as well. Just like how God sent a raging storm to the people on the boat with Jonah.
Honestly, i felt that i am terribly wrong, and i always fail to see it. Now that everything has been laid before my eyes, it hard to deny how things has turn out because of my disobedience. I do feel guilty, i do feel that i was not sensible and sensitive enough to know what is happening around me. Somehow, i felt that i don't deserve to be loved at all....cause i have not taken care of that love well.
And the worse thing i have ever done is not letting God be my guide...